The awkward silence is overwhelming
Its drowning me in its path of destruction
Drifting apart
Like clouds that are being pulled apart by gravity
The laughter and joy that was once overwhelming
Is now a fake chuckle that comes once in a blue moon
Why is my world taking this turn?
Cant I flip it around and make everything better?
Im afraid I cant.
Im afraid Im too deep in this hole
It has drowned me of everything that once made me content
This hole is deep and filled with vengeance
Getting even with me for the sins Ive committed
But why cause chaos among the people I once loved
Why tear
I see your face in the street,
I hear your voice resound in my head,
But all too suddenly I remember,
That you are really dead,
It hurts that I cant see you,
To hear your voice once more,
To see your face once again,
To see you walking through the door,
I want to feel your arms around me,
Showing me how much you care,
But I know that can never happen,
As you are no longer there,
The tears sting my eyes,
As the reality sinks in deep,
It hurts to remember,
It breaks my heart to weep,
I long to talk to you again,
To feel you close and near,
To tell you things that matter,
To confide in you the fear,
I love you with all my hea
I'm Whitney. And I'm watching the superbowl as I type this.
Current Residence: Los Angeles Favourite genre of music: Anything that touches me, or influences me in some way. Operating System: Windows XP MP3 player of choice: Ipod Favourite cartoon character: Bloo, Squidward, Jimmy Neutron
Favourite Visual Artist
Salvador Dali, Lucas Cranach, Monet, Picasso, Erte, Van Gogh
Laziness is what has kept me from updating this shit in a while.
Besides the fact that I hate titling my "deviations", I am just a massive failure.
I went to the beach yesterday, and got some pretty decent shots, so I guess I'll upload those.
Later though....fuck.
THERE I GO AGAIN WITH MY GINORMOUS FLAW......PROCRASTINATION.
I swear there is like an elf in my mind when I don't take adderall that tells me not to do anything.
It's actually quite funny.
OKAY SO YEAH.
Another pointless journal, but talking to yourself is fun sometimes.
I really have a taste for a tuna melt.
and I actually have a bunch of drawings to upload now that i
So on Tuesday (June 30) http://t0xic-rain.deviantart.com/, our friend Rizi, and myself went to a 7+ hour concert that consisted of 11 or so bands, some were amazing, and some...literally were so boring I laid my head on the guy in front of me, who ironically enough was standing in front of me at the Opeth concert in May. Weird right? Anyways. Don't count on me to be 100% accurate, because I never am, but I'm pretty sure Blackguard went first. I actually kinda liked them, and I thought the drummer (who was a girl :)], was quite impressive. They didn't play very long, which was a shame because I would have rather listened to them a little longe